2/25/2015 Just some coffee shop thoughts

25 Feb

Hm you know…there really is something that just makes creative juices want to flow when sitting in a coffee shop. At least for me.  Dealing with a writer’s block for a while now, I realize that I haven’t changed the place where I try writing. I don’t know why I didn’t think of it before.

I didn’t even plan to come here today. Civic duty got released early so I decided to unwind a bit at a lovely coffee shop.

I’m really in the mood to write even though I don’t really have any solid ideas at the moment. Maybe I will try writing in different places from now on and see how that goes.

My birthday is  coming up in 2 weeks! It would be an awesome gift to suddenly have inspiration to write a cool story. Hopefully something comes to me! Even if it’s short, I just want to kind of complete something. :)

I hope everyone is doing well! Best wishes to you all.

As always, if you have something you want me to write about, please comment me or message me to let me know.

May you all have a wonderful week!

~Aurora

Isn’t it funny?

21 Feb

Isn’t it funny how life just goes on? With or without you…People are dying and being born…the weather is changing…(or not in some places on the east coast in America. haha)

In all seriousness. You can just feel stuck…your whole word can be shattered in an instant…you feel frozen in time as your heart bleeds…but the world around you doesn’t stop. It keeps moving.

It kind of seems unfair. In a way it’s even more painful…why doesn’t the world stop with you? Well…maybe it’s just to make your transition back in easier when you’re ready. One day you’ll realize that yea…it never stopped…and you never really did either…maybe in your own way…but now you’re ok enough to move forward with the world again.

Slowly.

One step at a time.

Deep Breath.

You’ll be ok.

The Small Things

12 Feb

So here’s the thing. Everyone in your life is going to let you down in some way at one point or another, more than likely once. Now most of them won’t even do this intentionally. Obviously the people close to you don’t want to hurt you. Let’s just face it though, it’s going to happen.

Most of us have been told this on more than occasion. So you think you’d be use to you when it happens? Or at least expect it from certain people. Even expecting it doesn’t prepare your for the sting when it does happen. Especially when you know it’s not intentional and you really don’t know how or don’t want to tell them how it made you feel.

I’m really really bad about this. I don’t like to hurt people’s feelings, so usually if my feelings are really really hurt, I don’t let that person know. I know they would most likely feel bad for making me feel that way or even worse, not understand why I feel that way and get upset at me for it.

I had a small disappointment today, one that I expected, but it still hurt me and upset me when it happened. The biggest annoyance to me, is that it really was something small. Then I thought about it and it lead to a spiral of me thinking about other people in my life who have let me down and how I’ve always been told that this is just going to happen.

Now I feel bad for feeling this way and I’m too scared to tell anyone that I feel this way…and it’s all the little things lately that are weighing me don’t. I’m not sure why. It’s not like my life sucks or anything. I’m pretty happy right now and have a lot to look forward to…but I feel guilty for feeling the way I do now.

I know this feeling will pass, maybe even within the hour. It will most likely be something small :p since though small things can weigh me down, it’s usually the smallest things that mean the most to me and make me the happiest.

Sorry for spilling my guts to you guys right now. I’m just working through some stuff.

How do you guys get through the small things that aren’t significant and weren’t intentional?

Thanks for listening to me tonight. Hopefully someone can feel a little better reading this and knowing they aren’t alone. It really does get better!

Hopefully I’ll have something more interesting to post next time. :p Hopefully everyone is well.

Good night, good morning, happy birthday, or whatever else it may be when you are reading this.

Love Always,

Aurora

Happy New Year!!

14 Jan

Sorry I haven’t been on for a while. I’ve been busy and trying to get some health stuff settled. Getting some new meds today so hopefully they help!

I hope everyone had a wonderful holiday season no matter what you celebrate. It’s always a good time to be with the people you care about. :)

I really hope to write more this year. My creative juices want to be used! But I’m still stuck. xD Haha.

I will figure something out.

If anyone has a topic they want me to talk about or express my opinion on, please email me or comment below. :D

Let’s start this new year off trying to be a healthier and better versions of ourselves! That’s my goal anyway :p

Hope to write more soon!

~Aurora

Good Morning, Lovely World!

5 Nov

Today is the 5th of November. Remember, remember, the 5th of November. Props to anyone who knows that!

Anyway, I’m sorry I’ve been away for a while! I have a good excuse though! I’ve had a lot of personal things going on AND I’ve been pretty sick. I’m finally starting to feel better, so things are looking up! Hopefully I will have this blog up and running again in 2 weeks or less. Who knows!

I hope everyone is doing well.

As we approach my favorite holidays this season, I want to make a couple challenges if I can. Just to keep in the spirit of the holidays. I’ll try to keep them short. I don’t have one today really. Just try to think of 5 things you are thankful for today! Simple enough, yea? Thought so!

Haha Normally November 1st I start playing the Christmas music. I didn’t this year because of being sick and the other things going on. However this morning, I’ve been enjoying some Christmas music while I enjoy my yummy breakfast. Strawberry yogurt and a Banana! Can someone say yum??? Is anyone else listening to Christmas music already? Don’t worry, I save the decorating until after Christmas ;)

Well that’s about it for now. I’m going to finish breakfast, do some yoga, and some cleaning if I’m feeling up to it.

I hope you all have a wonderful day!

P.S. Comment your favorite holiday and why it’s your favorite! I’m curious!

~Aurora

I’m not rude, I just think you’re stupid

18 Oct

Originally posted on curtisforrester:

OK, not stupid per se but that title did make me chuckle. But seriously – just because I don’t agree with you does not mean I’m rude for verbalize it. True, it’s not what you say, it’s how you say it.

Case in point: I’ve a friend who is a very zealous Christian. A “zealot”. She wears her Christian experience on her sleeve – has the blog, the email list to let you know she’s updated her blog, and will share her experience to anyone at any time. She’s not a “nut” – she’s just vocal and very much enjoys her spiritual journey.

Her constant words are discordant to my reality. Yet, I quietly tolerate her since she’s an otherwise pleasant and energetic presence. She’s the wife of a former boss who is equally religious, yet never speaks of his beliefs.  I’ve dropped hints as to what I believe – or more precisely…

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Happy Saturday!

18 Oct

Happy Saturday lovely readers! Today I want to encourage everyone to read something, though honestly, I’m sure most of you do and you’re not the ones I really wish would read something. Haha.

But just find something nice to stimulate your mind today. Fiction or non fiction. Happy or sad. Just something to enjoy but also get you thinking. Sadly, especially where I come from, a lot of people don’t use their brains anymore. I’m frustrated with how many people I see that just blindly follow things and never question anything. It’s almost sad, but when it starts effecting gov laws and every day life, it gets a bit frustrating.

I was always taught, from a very young age, to question everything! It’s ok. It’s healthy and normal to question things. It’s supposed to help you learn more about yourself and what you understand, what you believe.

You know, thinking about it, I believe that because we live in such a fast paced society, that probably has a lot to do with the issues that I’m frustrated with. People don’t stop and take the time too read because it’s too long. People aren’t having good communications with friends and family because they are always doing something else on their phone or computer whenever they are talking. I know not everyone is like that…but I see so many people do this and it really makes me sad.

We are taking for granted some of the most important parts of human life! Remember to take time to do something for yourself, to educate yourself a little more, to make yourself happy, to make someone else happy, to cherish those around you that you love! You never know when it’s their last day or yours.

Sorry this post was all over the place. I just have a lot on my mind. :p Obviously.

I think I’m going to find something good to read and relax for now. Have a wonderful weekend everyone! Please take care!

Best Wishes,

~Aurora